Part Four of Six.

And here we go....

16. Something I always think "what if..." about?

There's probably not one particular time that I think "what if" about. I'm sometimes an super awkward person or I get really shy around some people (I have to tell myself people are people and they shouldn't make you nervous, it never works though). And usually I'm shy or awkward around those people is because I care about their opinion of me which is so stupid and I kind of hate myself for it but I'm trying to do better. Mostly I think "what if" I had been myself. I'm a likable person ha, if you can handle sarcasm and wit then you'd love me. Ha. But in the "what if" situations I was being a reserved version of myself those people never really got to know me. 

17. Something that I'm proud of?

I don't know. Ha this a difficult question. Probably just that fact that I've always made school and my future a priority ever since I was young. Part of it is just having certain expectations for myself and I know in order to do that I have to prioritize my life in a certain way. 

18. A problem I've had?

Retail therapy or food as therapy. When I have a bad day I reward myself with new clothes or with a shake or something ha.

19. Five items that I lust after?

Kate Spade Bag.

Michael Kors watch or Bag.

Having a nice house.

Having flawless skin.

Pretty much everything on my pinterest boards ha. 

20. My fears?

When I got to college I realized I wasn't as smart as I previously thought so with that their is the fear that I won't meet the expectations that I set for myself. 

Also that I choose the wrong major and that's not what I'm supposed to do with my life and that I wasted all that time and money on degree I'm never going to use.