Change. I'm Scared of it.

So I've been growing my out hair since 9th grade. Its been for year since I've gotten a haircut different from a trim. Last time I died my hair was the summer before ninth grade. I got blonde highlights. My hair is the darkest brown it can get, its almost black, but its not black. So at the time I love the highlights, they made me look bold, but I wouldn't do it again if I had the option. 

My hair is like my child. I am ridiculously attached to it. Since I refuse to cut it, and change it drastically through chopping it off, I am going to dye it. I want to do what it called "ombre" or "melt". I am scared out of my mind. But I'm going to do it. I need change in my life, and since my hair has been the same the last 4 years, I'm gonna change that. Hopefully it goes well or else I'm gonna cry! Ha ha. But I really will... ;)

           This is what I'm going for. Lets cross our fingers it'll all works out for the best!